i miss Ah-Tum
i miss G-nai
i miss Muthu
i miss Na Ping
i miss Xia Ping.
in short, i miss sPdC.
miss the days i crap with them ~


suppose to b an off day for me
but James asked me back ):
work = no going out with Ah Tum and Co. ):):
sad*


but i m so BLESS!
Ah Tum n Co. nv forget about me (:
they bought cookies n muffins for me, and they show up at my work place (:
so sweet huh?
I AM SO HAPPY!!
thnks Ah Tum, Alan & Muthu~!!


haOpengyOu leaving town for almost a week to HK.
aww! i wan holiday too!!
sad*
PAPOT` throwing a party for him.
wondering i could make it =x
and what shall i buy for him lei?
wah! haOpengyOu, u go hols we buy u thing. u mus rmb to buy things back ok!?(:


on the train to work
i stared in daze.
mind started to wonder off again.
dreaming..
a song played on my mp3 made me almost in tears.
i wish i could b like the 'her' in the lyrics,
be strong n move on, on her own 2 feets - without the 'him'
deep in tot*
things r easier say than done.
i admit i am still tinking abt the THING tht i shudn be.
whenever i board a train, i m just too afraid tht i will met him.
had to put myself into the book or mag tht i m readin and dun dare to look up.
just in case, there is a YOU! right infront of me.
it is already 2 months since i last met him.
everything had ended. our frenship ended abt 2 months ago.
2 mths yet the silly is tinking.
why is this silly still tinking abt the silly which hurts her so deep?
MAYBE U GAVE ME A GOOD NAME - SILLY`
everything is beyond impossible now.
like what alicia n bel said, it is tht impossible to stop tinking.
let time heal the wound
but i m too exhausted to carry on.
too tired from everything.


my friends, i will be alright (:
i know some of my friends do care abt me.
i will be fine. and i swear`
really i will.
i will not breakdown like i did tht time in class(:
rest assured.


when 'forever' and 'promises' dont exist in my dictionary anymore.